A Success Story. Point-blank. Period.š¦
There is nothing I have tried my hand at and not eventually succeeded in. Why would that change today?
Good evening World-enders,
(Because thatās exactly what we are. Gang.)
I am typing this up at 23:46 pm because sudden clarity has struck.
It took the third month of the year for me to get my act together and get this to you but Iām here now. I am no longer allowing the excuse of trying to get it just right, or not having perfected my craft to get in the way of me creating or telling my story.Ā
For months I have put fear first, maybe even a year at that. I have goals and they want me to reach for them. I have hope and it wants to be actualised into something more solid, something more concrete. If not now then when, if not me then who?
It is definitely scary telling the internet my intentions and holding myself accountable to the online world but something has to give. I didnāt dream up my dreams just for the fun of it. I didnāt get this far to ONLY get this far. So yes, Iām holding myself accountable to you; the onlookers.Ā
I want to create drastic change both within myself and the world we live in. I also want to be all the things I know to be true of myself like the fact that I am abundantly creative and resourceful with a knack for getting people's attention and holding it. I have a way of making people laugh obnoxiously and feel lighter. I am made of magic and I know it, I have only ever been momentarily unsure and even then I always came back to myself with an even more pronounced sense of knowing.Ā
Sureeeee, I admire the sweet and nervous wanting to get something just right and to perfect it before showcasing it to the world. But I respect my willingness to publicly be a beginner in every new experience and new process so much more. Ā I respect my relentless pursuit of moving up in the scale of my knowledge and skills because I do so even though I risk revealing my humanness in the process of learning.
I am safe in the knowledge that I have what it takes to be successful, which nullifies my fears of maybe not getting it right the first one, two maybe even ten times. I am not afraid to fail because that first, second, and even third attempt are just milestones to my success story. Point-blank period.
I donāt need to know everything to create something great. I really really do not and that is something I am in this moment deciding for myself.
There is a brilliant quote that Iāve been obsessed with for some months now, āTo do more and more with less and less, until eventually, you can do everything with nothing.ā And that is the sentiment I want to hold onto because if I can make it all happen with so little imagine what I can with the so much more Iām to learn and pick up along the way? What this means is that
I can be great from here too.
It is my innate knowing that has brought me to my keyboard today - finally. It is my knowing that there is nothing I have tried my hand at and not eventually succeeded in. Why would that change today? It is my deep and impenetrable knowledge that I am wholly capable and that my fears have nothing to tell me that my success rate does not contradict.Ā
I am no longer concerned with looking the sight of success. My attention is now on being it through and through.
Ladies and gents, it is so wonderful to finally meet you. I am so excited for the journey you are about to witness and that I am embarking on.
Hereās a heads up to keep a close eye on me, you might miss a trick or two if you donāt.
*wink wink* Ā
Iāve got a gift of sound for you!
Picture this: your earphones are in and LOUD enough for every beat that hits to do something to your soullll. Youāre strutting down the sunny streets of LA in an outfit that feels a whole lot like you, cuties are eying you and on occasion, youāre giving them the time of day and eying them right back. The people of the city are feeding off of the buzz youāre creating just by walking down the street, just being your favourite confident and sexy you. Right here, right now everything is right with the world and THIS is playing š¤©.
Now go do something with that good feeling already and live your movie!
Wishing you all the love and light that this world has to offer,
IamKia.K ā„
Hi Kia, itās nice to meet you. Black woman into hope and joy here. Wishing you much ease as you continue to strut. ā¤ļø